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Thursday, February 26, 2009

I want to SCREAM!!!!

Wanting to vent....
So, I have been keeping my cool a lot lately! I think that I am doing really well with not flying off the handle. I am now on medication for my migraines and they have helped with my temperament quite well...

However, there are times when I want to scream and shot and just flip my lid. For instance today is one of those days. I was having a pretty great day. I got my house looking decent again. At least all the random stuff is picked up and the living room is semi put back together. I still have a lot to do, but today I needed a break.

My sister in law, niece and nephew came over and so did my neighbor, Jennie and her kids... Well, it was a really nice time. The kids played and let out some pent up energy (which was well needed) and all was good. That is until the kids started acting like a group of crazed lunatics and were screaming and running and not listening at all.

Well, Jason ( my husband) was sitting in the chair on his computer (like ALWAYS); No matter how many times Jamie and I would tell the kids to stop or settle down they weren't listening... So I had to raise my voice on more than one occasion...

That SOB had the nerve to ask me what my problem was and if I had taken my pills. First I was totally embarrassed that he would even be so ignorant in front of my sister in law and friend. Then I was pissed.

Yes, I then began to become a bitch. I asked him when he was going to be done being a dick. ell, he continued to be a complete ass and felt the need to reprimand me every time I told the kids to stop doing something they weren't supposed to be doing...

But that is not all... Earlier this evening I told Kyle to do his homework before bed. He apparently didn't want to and decided that he would go to his dad. Well, once again, Jason told him and I quote, "Your dad said you didn't have to right now and that you could go play." I almost lunged at him like a wild mother lion protecting her babes. This is not the first time he has done this. In fact he does it all too often. I mean to the point where the kids don't even listen to me sometimes. It is very frustrating and I want to scream when he does this.

We have talked about it... but it only makes it worse I think...

Well, I guess that is enough of a rant for now... i am sure I could go on for days about this crap... but I need to go to bed. So much to do tomorrow...

Much love to you all!

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